Thursday, October 06, 2005

Oops he did it again!


Well hes done it again, irritated me to the steaming out my ears point. Instead of covering up my well desguised name for him I'm going to use his real name. Why? Because I don't care anymore and because its not likely if I say his name that you will be like "Oh snap I know who that is."
I called him "Rodd" in my last post but his real name is Todd, I bet you never would have gotten that one huh?
Well he messaged me tonight and we got into a long talk about how long we have known eachother and I mentioned something about when I moved to New Mexico to live with my then boyfriend. He got into this long spat on how he said I had lied to him about moving down there.
He said that I told him that I met my boyfriend after his roomate left or something.
I was like what the?? I met him online and got to know him and in person before he asked me to move in with him. I seriously don't know where he got this but I'm thinking he may be parcially correct. I may have told him a small fib about how and where I met my boyfriend. Then it dawned on my why I did it.
It was because Todd was into wearing laytex and the tie down and spank thing, I'm not. He was also really into me, meaning that I figured I would be a part of that fetish he was into. So he scared me off, and I did have a crush on him at the time too. I also noticed that Todd likes to bring up the past and argue with me, I think the next time I'm on my messinger I'm just going to delete him because we aren't acting like friends anymore. Well I'm trying to be his friend but he just wants to fight with me about not hooking up with him.
I understand that hes hurting or was hurting but hes not the only one who had a heartache too. He seriously needs to just drop everything and say "You know what Lilly? All this happened years ago and I don't think you were ready for me to show you what I was into, you were also alot younger and niave. I may have scared you off and not made my move on you when it was the right time for it.
Thats my fault, but I wasn't aware that you liked me the way you did, thats your fault for not making a move or telling me.
You are a cool person to talk to and I would like to keep chatting with you about South Park and your odd obsession with Trey Parker, and other many things.
(-Just a note to you the reader, I'm not obsessed with Trey Parker just a fan of his, I have no pics of him hanging around, I don't collect South Park memoribilia. He makes me laugh and I like that.-)
So I'm not sure what to do....halp someone!
Lillys rating- Grown-ups say the darndest things




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