The blame game

Angry calvin

By nature I am a sweet, loving, kind, funny, strange, considerate, helpful, fun girl. I rarely get angry or raise my voice. But tonight I was pushed over the edge and I swore at (but not towards) cousin Willow. Let me start back long ago when I was an adorable pudgy little girl. I grew up in a small town where everyone knows you and if you have a secret chances are taking it to your grave would be like winning the lotto. Not gonna happen.

I was raised right despite my bizzare family. I had many friends in grade school and even graduated highschool with most of them. One in particular I was pretty much raised with, we were buddies, I changed her name here. I will call her Kriss Hare. Kriss Hare was a good girl, went to church, obeyed her mom, and was kind to others. We went many places togeather and had lots of fun.

Well apparently I have become a bad influence according to her mom and aunts.
Today my cousin Willow told me that my friend Kriss Hare took a man she met on the internet home to meet her family. Of course I knew this, but then she told me that they said she was meeting guys from the net because of me and that I had told her too. I never told my friend to do anything but be careful and don't go meeting a bunch of strange people. It seems they are blaming me for everything she does bad instead of looking at the problem right in front of them. So I started swearing and ranting to Willow then I came here to post it.

I don't know why they are blaming me, I told Kriss Hare that I didn't recommend meeting net men but she was old enough to do what she wanted. Now Kriss Hares mom is a tough church going woman, she strongly believes that Kriss shouldn't have sex untill shes married. But what she doesn't know is Kriss Hare has had sex with a few different men. She even smokes pot on ocassion. I live 2 states away from my dear friend Kriss Hare. I wasn't there when she started having sex and I wasn't there when she started pot smoking. If her mom found out about it I'm sure Kriss Hare would get her butt kicked.

I don't know why I 'm getting blamed but I'v had it, I suppose its because they don't want to think that their precious daughter does anything wrong so they need someone to point the finger at. And it would be me because I have met some people from online and I even married one. Yes we are still married and very much in love. (The internet worked for me and it can work for you too! Ask me how!)

So the next time I talk to Kriss Hare on the phone I'm going to ask why I get blamed for everything. I know shes stuck up for me before, I heard her do it.
Willow my wise cousin, told me that she thinks Kriss Hares mom is jealous of me because of how well I'm doing and her 23 year old daughter is living at home with no chances of moving out soon. One day when I finally move back to my home state and get settled I'm sure I'll run into Kriss Hares mom and or aunts. I'm sure something will be brought up that will irk me and I'll start yelling.

I'm sick of it! BLah!
-Lilly